Saying Goodbye..

I can talk to hundreds of people in one day but none of them compare to the smile you can give me in one minute.The smile melts my heart..After years of suffering,u came to my life showing me the meaning of Happiness,Everything u do made me happy even its nothing :)..U changed me,And now,i have to say goodbye..It's really hard to say goodbye,but i have to..Everything i do,no matter how hard i try,Every sweat of my effort,every tears i spent as what i thought worth for u,but it wasn't..Its not like i'm giving up..No,I'm giving a change to another girls out there..163 days without you,163 days of waiting,163 nights of tears..I don't wanna get hurt anymore..I'm sorry, i couldn't wait any longer..I'm not an Angel,who can wait and live until Judgement day..I must learn to accept that your not for me..If i end up finding a replacement,always remember,i will never ever forget u..Because i'll never forget the one who used to love me and who i used to love..This is a true love story,between you and me or only me..I'm no longer Strong enough to wait..Just remember,No guys(exp for your dad) in the world can love you as much as me..Thanks for giving me a chance to be yours :)


THE END..

Twenty Four

Switchfoot-Twenty Four,by O melhor

He wrote this song on his 24th birthday. He had a broken wrist at the time.He fell, trying to do a trick on his skateboard while trying to impress a girl who is actually his wife right now..

Twenty-four oceans
Twenty-four skies
Twenty-four failures
And twenty-four tries
Twenty-four finds me
In twenty-fourth place
With twenty-four drop outs
At the end of the day

Life is not what I thought it was
Twenty-four hours ago
Still I'm singing 'Spirit,
take me up in arms with You'
And I'm not who I thought I was
Twenty-four hours ago
Still I'm singing 'Spirit,
take me up in arms with You'

There's twenty-four reasons
To admit that I'm wrong
With all my excuses
Still twenty-four strong

See, I'm not copping out
Not copping out
Not copping out
When you're raising the dead in me

Oh, oh
I am the second man
Oh, oh
I am the second man now
Oh, I am the second man now
And you're raising these...

Twenty-four voices
With twenty-four hearts
All of my symphonies
In twenty-four parts
But I want to be one today
Centered and true
I'm singing 'Spirit take me up in arms with You'
You're raising the dead in me

Oh, oh
I am the second man
Oh, oh
I am the second man now
Oh
I am the second man now
And you're raising the dead in me
Yeah

I wanna see miracles
To see the world change
Wrestled the angel for more than a name
For more than a feeling
For more than a cause
I'm singing 'Spirit, take me up in arms with You'
And you're raising the dead in me

Twenty-four oceans
With twenty-four hearts
All of my symphonies
With twenty-four parts
Life is not what I thought it was
Twenty-four hours ago
Still I'm singing 'Spirit,
take me up in arms with You'
I'm not copping out
Not copping out 

nothing to show :)

hari tok..astafirullahalazim..sgt lah pelik..sikpernah aku tido k sluar melayu..salu nya aku tido k seluar america(boxer)..kimen..awl ku bgn ritok..kol 5.30 :) nggu mok solat subuh..pagi2 gik aku tgga abg ku depan cermin entah apa di carik nya rah muka nya ya..uban kali...ada lah uban rah muka? i wonder -.-' nahhhhh..then,alu ku nego abg ku tek..*sik payah lah mndg cermin ya lamak2..muka pun dah kedak spender belubang..pecah cermin ya..payah gik nak ngutip klak..then alu lah abg ku yang tersyg lah sgt pdh.*okey muka kdk spender belubang dr ketiak bau BABI*alu speecless aku kakya..silakak juak anak ya..haha..jahat enam alu..hahaha..mek duak mun kalie nang sikda insuren mulut..smpey mak pun perey ngga..gila2..then,kakya. aku tercarik2 baju..smpey mamak pun tensyen tgga aku kdk monyet carik buah..-.-' then alu lah ngerepak aku pagi2 ya..*mak ney baju tok -.-' gney nak smbyg mun xda baju*
mak jwp:adoh ada ya..carik jak..kw carik baju kdk anjing ngorek tanah..ney jumpa..*alah..sik pa lah mak..ada guni rumah tok mak?*..
mak:ada..pake apa kw?..*dah sikda baju,pake guni jak..hahaha :D*mak:klak mak nak pg hospitel gila,mok lapor ada org gila rah umah tok udah -.-',knk lahhhhhhh kw tok gila..*alahhh..bukan salu pun mak*mak:bukan salu kw pdh?tiap ari kw dgn gila kw ya..*bhahahahaha :D*then alu jumpa baju..alu smbyg lah ku kakya..after smbyg..aku on pc kejap..main game..boring siktauk nak plh apa..-.-..duak jam kakya..tido..then bgn gk tgh hari....carik nasik..nanyak mak gk*makkkkk ada nasik lemak ka?* mak:sikda,abis ritok.. then aku jwp gk*makkkkk..nasik kolestrol ada aa?*mak:sikda..penumbuk sulung mak ada..ko mok? aku jwp*kata kn taknak kepada rokok hahahhaha :D* mak:ada lauk rah dapur nun..makan lah..*okey2*..then..kak makan alu smbyg..biasalah..kewajipan msti di taati..btol sik?kita sik tauk  bila ajal kita kan?ney tauk esok or maybe lusak or maybe now..kita sik tauk..hehe..then,after that..aku onsembilan  kejap..heran2..phl ritok mala typing error..post ya post tok..bnyk gila error >.> arrrhhh...17 kali ku nguap..last2 ngantok mok tido :D tido lah kejap kakya..bgn jak ku dari tidor..smbyg kejap then alu onsembilan balit >.> mok nangga hikayat merong mahawangsa..layan juak crita ya..best :) kah2..ohhhh..azan magrib..pause kejap lah..XD then smbng gk..hehe..then,tiba2,seketika itu..aku rasa mcm..mcm..mcm..mcm nak berak >.>..alu kluar dari bilit..temu gk ngan mak..alu mak pdh:jap2 mak nak ambik aik smbyg tok..then aku jwp:laju kit mak >.< dah berik slm dah taik tok >.<..adik2 aku tetak tah apa cdak ya..sot kalik?bahahah :D then smbng balit onsembilan..the end :)
sampai sini sajalah post belog nok sikberapa hebat tok..sekain,rm 2.50 semeter..terima kasih :)

Saturday(giladay)

 Hari tok sgt2 lah gila,thp gila yang sik dapat dipertikaikn,smpey menang anu-gerah lelaki paling gila didunia,calon2 nya aku sorang jak pun  >.> ada ka ppt spray ubat nyamuk rah ketiak?gila ka apa?sik bah..ney sedar..tgh klaka ngan mak..sik sedar spray nyamuk rah tgh -.-' pk dioderent tek..awal pagi ya,lekak bgn tido aku sik kedak dolok gk..ngechek boxer takut terbalit..lekak ku dgr ceramah bagai mana hendak memakai boxer tanpa memakai nya dgn terbalik oleh Profeser Awgku Hanif..haha..alu sik pandey terbalit2 gk boxer ku..:D gk pun rah pintu bilit aku mamak nkah papan tanda no boxer terbalit allowed..haha..nang perihatin lalu mak ku ya..xD dah2,bukan aku nak crita sal boxer terbalit tok.. -.-..mok cita sal ari tok accually..bgn dari tido ya..alu teringat mimpi malam tadik..mimpi sal kambin kemeh berdiri..O_O gila alu kerja kambin ya..mengisi keperluan wawasan alu juak?ish2 bak kata cicak di rumah aku cik cik cik cik cik...kakya..sempat juak cicak ya berik peribahasa dgn aku tek..nya pdh..air yang tenang buaya pun tak sangka dia dekat dalam tu air yang susah kite bako je..raget sik peribahasa cicak ya? LoL -.-' then,malas ku nak pk2 gik..alu mandik jap..kakya,alu on pc tgn kirik rah keyboard tgn kanan rah mouse mata pandang rah monitor burit rah kerusi..idong kedak kilang gas..nukar osigen pg carbon dioxide..(ya baruk detail hahaha :D) on google chrome then bukak fb..men game baru dilayan aku riya Fasion World..tok maie pun pasal lah tok..addict dgn game ya jak.. mala jak game ya.. bahahaha :D jap..nak ngambik aik teh lok..kaktok sambung naip gk >.>...5min later..ohhhhhh mennnnnnnnnnnnnnn..teh dah abis :/ cilakakbuangnangkabuahcempedak bebena >.>..ohh well..sikpa jak lah..okey..back to the story..ptg tadik..lepak dgn geng..layan tetak..hahahaha..nang perey abis crita sidak tek..laki frust knk tgl laki? LOL hahaha tettttttttttttttttttt..azan..time to balit :) balit rumah..mandik kejap..alu smbyg..kakya on pc..on fb..alu update blogger..yala ku tgh naip tok..tok nok torang baca tok..aku tgh naip lah tok..aku tgh naip lah tok!bebal na juak?mok ku pake bahasa apa ?sanskirt?bahasa german?bahasa cacing?mok?mok?mok?dah sedia?udah sedia?bersedia atau tidak bolos saja dinding itu :) sekian saja laporan untuk hari ini A.Azam(vee zack vee double you).. 

all about me ;)

hey peeps ;) welcome to my pity little blog :P,hari ni..saya nak crita sikit tentang diri saya yang humble nih :D..saje tulis lam bm..soh semua org phm n_n..kn2 :D?okey,start dari nama lah..ermm2.. Arwah ayah kasi nama:Abdullah Azam,tak lah cantek mane pun nama tu ;P simple menyimple penyimplelan ;) tapi syukur lah sgt hehe..saye dilahirkn pada 30 jun 1992( di hospital lama bintulu..so,i'm 18 years 10 month 26 days 18 hours 17 mins 20 sec old :D,Waktu saye kecil dulu..mak salu kasi saye pakai baju prompuan -.-' bikini LOL,hahahah :D entah lah nape xD sexy sgt kot :P hehe..Dulu,kwn ayah dgn mak salu ckp saye nih anak angkat -.-' sbb putih sgt dr adik bradik lain -.- mcm anak org putih pun ada -.-' tak caye?caye lah :D..mak cakap,waktu kecik2..saye sukeeee sgt merantau2 jln2 sane sini -.- tak pandai duduk diam and xsuke di pegang2 rimas..muahaha :D tgok skrg apa dah jadi?tak mau kluar2 rumah dah -.-' karma? LOL nahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..okey next,nak cite sal makanan fav..makanan? msti lah ayam,bapak ayam,anak ayam,nenek ayam,datok ayam,mak ayam,cucu ayam,cicit ayam,ayam mas,ayam gangsa,ayam silver,dan kemaluan ayam xDDD haha :D minuman?smsti nya horlick ;) or teh o ice..air terjun pun boleh bah :D..kenangan manis?ada2 :) time makan gula2 =D manis sgt time tu :P..kenangan pahit pulak?tertelan bijik petai hahaha D: ewwwww..haha :D saye sgt2 lah benci binatang yang bernama LIPAS..bukan apa..geli sesangat -.- eeeeee -.- biasa lah tu..everybody got their own weakness kan?arh?gffffff? -.- tak de :P nape tak cari?okey,the answer is,not looking for gf's looking for wife wannabe :)..kita patah balik zaman silam..:D dulu time skolah rendah..saye skolah kt sk kidurong 1..then afterward pindah sk bintulu blaja mcm mana nak jadi insan yang tidak seberapa guna kt sne XD haha :D then skolah menengah kt smk baru sampai pom 3..then pindah lagi kt smk benoni then pindah lagi kt smk kid -.- brapa bnyk kali pindah..okey,nak cite sal benci pulak..saye paling benci perangai yang tamak harta/abaikn org tua/ungkit mengunkit/yang suka cari kesalahan org lain -.-
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cukup panjang?blom?  -.-' well,what else? >.< okey2..erm2..saye ni panas baran org nye -.- tp penyabar and sgt2 pemaaf..heee :D kalau nak tau lagi..tnya lah sendiri :) okey dah nak azan..sekian saja untuk hari nih :D assalamualaikum :)

cerita pasal katak :)

hai hai bai bai..ritok mok cita sal katak boleh?:D saja jak nak cita..hehe..tgl boring bah..genti torang boring nak? torang nang memboringkn :P xda bah joking only xD erm2 gney nak start tok?errrmm xda idea gilak..takut boring jadi klak..hahaha :D susah juak mun boring..xda org mok baca..oww tedah blog aku..-.- one sepon a time ada seekor binatang yang di beri nama katak..in other words..KATAK adalh haiwan yg kiud..kebykkn katak mata besa p ada cgek mata sepet..katak yg bermata sepet kita namakn Kapet..haiwan haitwo hithree ini hidup didalam bukan diluar..ya,di dlm..dlm mimpi anda..haiwan ini jga suka mdgr lagu2 nasyid dn lgu mentol..mentol lampu ataupn mentos. katak selalunya memanggil hujan ttpi katak ini mmanggil panggilan palsu krna katak tdk ada krdt utk mbuat talian..tapi katak ingat celcom ada dimana2..ada juga katak yang memakai talian maxis dan juga digi dan juga tali siraturahim,kadang2 tali tangsi pun ada..tali pusat jak blom pernah..cdak blom moden gilak :D..muahahaha.tiba2 tuka bahasa..bukan apa..setiausaha aku riya tertelan botol sos..koma 7 minggu rah hospitel nun..mmmmmm..mok cita sikit..aku tgh makan nasik lemak perrrrrh..ayam gik ya lauk nya yum2..i like n_n :D back to merepek..sedar x torang..katak ada halkum..xsedar?mun xsedar siram jak k aik..bok sedar :D hobi cdak adalah merepek..tiap ari merepek..mcm aku -.- hehe..alright..smpey ctok jak lah..crita sal katak :) hope you guys enjoy+happy n_n mun ada nok sedih ya udah2 gik motong bawang ya k?tc :)
eseh muka ada snym :P

Deep inside me

DEEP inside me:


still loves you


waiting for you


want you to know that i'm happy


want you to be my forever girl


want you to know that no one can replace you


affraid that one day i might lose you


slowly dying because of you


want you to know that,my promises were never broken


want you to know that you warms my heart <3


want you,have you,take care of you 


want you to know that,your the girl who always on my mind :)


want you to know that i'm sorry that sorry ain't good enough


affraid that one day you might find someone else


affraid that one day you might forget me


still crying because i love you


still thinking,what to do next


still believe that your the one <3


want you to know,your the only thing i need <3


want you to know that my love at you are endless


want you to know that everything i wrote is  on my mind


want you to know that,you dont have to be a perfect girl to be with me ;)


want you to know that..even a millions girl asking me to be their bf..i still want you..


want you to know that i'm so crazy about you! :D


want you to know that ,i'm falling for you everyday :)


want you to grow old with me <3


want you to smile everyday :)


Say:you changed me


and lastly..want you to be forever with me..

Acim and the ic

ehem2..gua tulis besar2 supaya nyamok pun boleh baca :D Al kisah seorang budak bernama acim panzee..dia berasal dari indon darul the ruler..dia adalah satu2 nya manusia dimuka bumi ini mempunyai ic endon.. ic adlh singkatan bgi *ini cicak* , tiada kaitan dgn cicak tempurong rm7 juta segantang, cintamu cintaku 100 persen ....ic endon ini boleh dapati di semua pelusuk tulang rusuk negara..petikan iklan kopi Radix dan Radux, "mai secawan..tidak saya mau setong drum" amat berkaitan dgn katak puru. ic tsebut jga boleh ditetak..ya ditetak.bkn ditetak dgn parang geng parang ttapi ditetak dgn tbahak2 bguling2....ic ini juga boleh dimasak rendang atau pun juga digoreng kunyit sehingga hilang gamba/warna/kulit/ dan lesen P menunggang basikal..ic ini juga diperlukan ketika merepek dan membuat kerepek ubi kerepek ikan dan kerepek kura2 serta labi2. ibarat kemana kuah kalau tidak tumpah ke baju masa pengilan bagaikan adik-beradik dgn ic walaupn ic cuma anak angkt. ic dikatakn berkata perkataan yg dikata serta mengata kata-kata perkataan kata..bak kata org putih ayam kalau kentut..cuti satu malaysia.. ;D cuti-cuti 
berkentut!kalau nak selalu cuti..selalu lah kentut k?jgn malu2 :)
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Lalalala...

Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me Stop hurting me


Stop hurting me,I had enough..
Stop Forcing me,i am not your pet..
Stop 'busy' with my life..you have your own..
PLS STOP HURTING ME..


I NEED A HUG :(

The girl i'm looking for..

The girl i'm looking for?


the girl who say:


Please don't be in love with someone else



Please don't have somebody waiting on you


I'll spend forever wondering if you knew


I need you,dont leave me


Be my superhero :(


I love you at your best and at your weakness


i'm a girl..not a Seraph(bidadari)


your stupid + idiot,but i love you :)


I cant sleep because of my wet pillow :'(


Love me,and i will love you more than everything >:l


i found every pieces of your broken heart now i'm trying to fix it :)


pls pls pls pls pls pls..dont let me go..


awwww,he love me more than i love him <3


what will i do,without you :(


i will stay! for whatever and what ever will happen!


stop crying about that girl..u have me :)


kira2..mcm tu lah..-.-' so,be my forever girl? >.<